Tudor Garden

I smiled thankfully at him.

'' Thank you for doing this,my lord...I am very grateful.''

I sighed and said softly.

''She doesn't talk about anything to me anymore but maybe when she calm down she will talk to me again.''

I moved slightly my hair out of my face and said softly.

''You are right,my lord...I should be patient and to give her little more time to accept all of this.''

I smiled,looking around admiring the flowers that blossom already in garden.

He touched my chin making me look at him.He had smile on his face which made me smile too,even though I was thinking about things that make me always sad I couldn't resist not to smile.

''You know my lord,you're the first person that ever made me smile when I feel sad.''

He came closer and I felt my heart pounding very fast like never before.I wonder if he knows that my heart is beating faster than the usual?Than he leaned in and kissed me softly and sweetly and I kissed him back with the same dose of tenderness and sweetness.

I nodded my head, blushing a little bit.

''I always blush when I feel something towards someone,that is something I can not change even If I know that you will be my husband very soon...I thank you for your respect with my virtue for once I give my heart, no other shall have it''

I whispered,looking at my hands.

He stroked my cheek again and I closed my eyes to his touch.

''It surprises me,too..I never thought that arranged marriage can make me happy not certainly not after my last arranged marriage...I hope so, my lord...I will try my best to make you happy and to be a good wife to you but I beg you my lord to be always honest to me even If you will hurt me, that is only thing I want form you''

I said softly,looking at him.

As I gently touched his hand, I said.

"I really don't know if you will hurt me one day but I would like to think that if you in fact do hurt me, it is because you wanted to protect me and the reason that I say this is because I heard something recently that shocked me....I gave up several times in asking you because I felt your answer would upset me.But, do your feelings for Cordelia run deeper than just friendship?...''

I could not help to sigh of relief because that had been bottled inside and troubling me that I felt a weight lifted off my shoulder to just utter those words.

I took in a deep breath;looking into his dark eyes, I answered.

''Yes she is almost a child,but it seams that fact didn't stopped you from kissing her. Do not think that I'm jealous... I'm just shocked to learn that you did kissed her while you know that she is just the child,and the only explanation in my head for this was that you maybe have feelings for her.''

I took in a deep breath,feeling relieved because I found out the truth,but in the same time sadness for doubting at all.

''I admit that I feel a bit relife...But currently in my heart I feel sorrow and regret because of my doubt in you...And if I did offended you or disappointed you with my actions,I do pray that you will find in your heart to forgive me.''

I said sadly,looking down at the ground.

His soft hand on my cheek made my heart to beat faster,and his sweet words made me blush and as I looked into his dark eyes I whispered.

''Your words flatter me,my lord...''

I smiled softly at him nodding.

''Yes,I think we should go back at palace, it is already little cold and you probably have duties to attend to...''

I said kindly,looking at him.

I took his hand and slowly got up from the grass, smiling softly.

''Thank you...Oh yes,of course my lord.''

I replied,nodding in approval.

takes a walk around the palace trying to find my sister worried something may have happened to her