Lakes

unable to rest anger still going through me i walk to the lake as the tears fall i sit and whisper William, why did you have to leave me, this is a mess Cesare hates me and now William why did i send that letter why did i think it be alright as i bring my knees up to me as i lean against the tree watching the sunset

as i sit in the darkness the only sound are a few ducks that are still out on the water my hand resting on my stomach still getting small tingles feeling heartbroken more then anything which is hurting me more i close my eyes as i breath in and out i can see William in my mind and his warm soft kisses missing his smile my heart hurts more

yes please sit i say looking up at him i will not be taking your baby away from you nor do i ever want to. William is a good man he maybe a soldier but he has cared for all off us for the past few days and i have known him at court, he is the one i love and the only one i wish to be with, for the sake of the children you two must get on i do not wish to lose either one off you i can not suffer any more heart ache i already lost one good man i do not wish to lose you two as well.

A servant delivers this letter:


Dearest Mary,

I am at a loss for words as I write this. I have no idea where I stand in your heart, in your life and future. I do not know what is truth, what is falsehood and I truly need help figuring all this out. Seeing His Grace today makes me doubt of your love for me. I love you more than life itself but as of now I feel as if I don't belong. I do not know what to do anymore. I just want you to be happy with whatever and with whomever in your life.

Love forever and always,

Will

as the servant brings me his letter i read it and my eyes feel up with tears i dis miss the servant i will speak with him later please tell him to meet me in my chamber

i look at him you will not be watched by him i promise you, you two are too important to me i can not lose you both and this child needs his real father and i need a man to love me is that very wrong off me

Finding my way to the lake it is dark I continue walking unsure what to make of the latest letter as tears fill my eyes it just seems I only ever cry

I follow Mary to the lake, What is wrong my dear sister? I hate seeing you cry like this.

Smiles i just hate myself and this baby it should be Williams, I know I can not change it but every time I close my eyes I just see them

I gather Mary into my arms, trying to comfort her. I know that this cannot be changed but you have a man that loves you for you and will raise the child as it were his own. Every woman would kill tohave a man likeyours. I would count myself lucky.

As I cry i know am very lucky and I do hope everything will be fine

Everything will be fine I promise. I continue to hold her, stroking her hair. Everything will be just fine.

yes we should get back I do not feel well with that passes out

I scream out for servants and a physician comes to us. Go look for the Duke of Genoa...now!! I scream to a servant...

As I start to come around where am I?

Henry is with Cesare I decide to go for a walk

Out riding on a hunt I lose my friends as I find a lake with the idea of not knowing where i am, my horse jumps a tree but I lose my seating and fall off hitting my head on the way down

The servants of Hever Castle had informed George about a soldier lost his way and came to Hever Castle. George wanted to see him hoping he would hear some new from the court. As soon as George approached the man, he understood that the man was not someone that George knew. He was disappointed. Despite this, George smiled gently and bowed "My lord!" George found a chance to look at the man. He was looking so strong . And everybody could say he was also handsome. "In appearance you had a misfortunate. You're in Hever Castle now. I am George Boleyn, Viscount of Rochford. I want you to be our guest until you will get better. I will order servants to make a room for you."

Laying on the floor, hearing fast footsteps approaching I quickly stand touching the side of my head I hit on the way down damn, horse as I notice little blood losing my balance slightly as the man reaches us and speaks takes me few minutes to make out what he is saying. nice to meet you George am William keeper of the tower, I was out hunting I seemed to lost my party. as he says Hever yes am very out of the way. I pat him on the shoulder more to keep my balance thank you show me the way

George placed his right arm on his shoulders to help him. "You were injured badly. I hope I can find a physician." George indicated servants to carry him into the castle. They left the lake slowly