Chapel

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I have no one with me as I make my way to the chapel to pray for the child that I just lost. I kneel before the aisle, before the tiny coffin of my small baby. I make the sign of the cross and speak: Lord, please give me strength to get through this heartbreak and please forgive me for all my sins. I have made many mistakes in my life. Ive disappointed many people, especially Cesare. I wish I never attempted to sleep with the Duke of Lancaster and you know that I never did. I wish that I could amend my relationship with Cesare but he wishes to have nothing to do with me anymore and I do not blame him.......tears stream down my face. Please watch over my baby. I make the sign of the cross. Amen....I kiss my hand before placing it on the coffin. Goodbye my child. I will miss you....

I walk in and go to her and hugs her tightly with tears in my eyes i promise you I will visit him and bring my child they will know about it

Thank You for everything Mary. I turn around and look at her, The one thing that has my heartbroken still I cannot fix...he wont let me. I screwed things up with him and I regret doing so everyday of my life. I dont think that Princesses are meant to be happy.....

he is not worth it, you deserve someone who loves you and only you not a man that goes with every girl that breaths, you will find love and you will be happy hugs her

I hope so. She seems to always know the right words to say to comfort someone. All I do know is that I have to be leaving for Navarre soonn as I am representing mine and Cesare's home country in the royal wedding happening there. By myself. Mary and I turn around as they lay my child to rest in the chapel's choir...the place of honor. The priest turns and asks me the child's name so a plaque can be made for him. Prince Francesco de Benedetti-Garcia of Italy....

As I watch in silently the coffin lowering I whisper to my unborn child [color=olive][fear not little one your brother will always be there to protect you /color] as a tear falls down will you return as I will miss you deeply

Of Course I shall return. I must see my little's one's sibling be born. I hug her in return like one hugs her own sister...

Hugs her wish William was here to say good bye he going to miss you as much as i

I can only smile, I wish that you could join me in Navarre but you shouldnt travel in your current state.

i wish I could would love to see another country apart from France, perhaps William will let me go I say smiling

I return to Hever after what I thought to be a very disasterous trip to Navarre. The country is very beautiful but the atmosphere of love began to sicken me. I need to be back with people who care for me, who like me for me, and who dont care of my title.

The chapel is quiet as I slowly walk up to the spot where my little boy is buried. Kneeling down, I make the sign of the cross and pray for a miracle.

I watch her by the door

I hear a slight noise behind and in turning around I see Mary. I smile and immediately run up to her. Oh Mary I have missed you so much!

As she hugs me I wince in pain i fell off a horse last night, I think I have damage my arm and my back I look at her worriedly

I step back, Are you okay? Have you asked for the physician to look at you? I do not wish to have anything happen to you or the child. By the Way, I have something to tell you....

Okay. I follow her to the castle.

Thinking about what is said I walk down to the chapel and speak with the priest and he agrees with me I smile as I make arrangements I keel by the tomb off the baby and touch it and then put my fingers to my lips and touch the name plaque

After a long and very tiring journey, I arrive at Hever Castle on my way to Whitehall for the Royal Wedding. Painfully, I walk into the chapel and walk over to the spot where my little boy is still buried. I touch the plaque and smile, knowing that he is always with me. I tell a servant to inform Mary of my arrival.

I smile and hug my friend