Francesca Monroe's bedchamber

I have a quick feel and then look up,"Three months and a little, I would say."

I am stunned, Oh wow. That is amazing. This is such great news. Wow.....Thank You so much Francis. You are quite amazing.

I smile and cover her belly again,"It is nothing. You should rest, Your Highness...but if you need anything please come find me."

I curtsy and leave the room.

I am laying in my bed, comfortable when all of a sudden, I feel something wet on my legs. Fearing the worst, I move just enough to see and I notice blood all over my bed. I immediately start screaming bloody murder. Noooooooo!!!!!!!!

I send a squire to find Mary......

Runs oh no what's going on

I think I have miscarried. God no please dont let it be....NOOOOOOOO!!!! Servants and physicians rush about me trying to figure out whats going on..

As I hold your hand try and comfort you, be alright am sure off it

I run back to her chambers and push my way through servants,"Keep calm, Your Highness-keep calm."

There...there is so much blood. Suddenly, a searing pain rips through me......

I swallow back tears and roll up my sleeves,"Hush my lady...all will be well."

I take her hand and examine her quickly...I fear the worst.

As you grip my hand tighter, I hold your hair back from your hot face worried as am unable to take the pain away

There is a feeling of a big bulge that leaves my body. Fearing the worst, I sob as I hold Mary's hand...

As I watch the scene with tears in my eyes, knowing what has happened I kiss the top of her head ssshhh as I whisper to her

I promptly gulp and take away the bloody mass of flesh in a bundle of sheets. I hand it to a servant,"Bury this respectfully."

I take a damp cloth and clean away the blood from her and sit by her,"Hush my lady...sh..."

I am shown the fetus, so small but yet you can amke out that its a boy with a little bit of black hair upon his little head. Oh My.... After showing me, they wrap up the child and take it away....

I say to the servants take it to Hever Chapel so it can have a proper burial

Please go and tell him......I look to Mary. You could see it was his.....Please?

i will i shall check on you later feeling guilty as I leave

I lay there silent....

I sit by her,"Everything will be alright. Try to sleep."

I turn to look to her, Thank you for everything Francis. You have been a true friend. You may take the rest of the night off if you wish to.

"Sh, sh, sh. No. I will stay by your side. Anything you want will be given,"I say soothingly as I comb her hair gently with my slender fingers.

I start sobbing softly, Why me? Why me?

"Oh my dear lady. Your child was too pure and lovely for this earth. God simply had to have him as one of his angels,"I reply soothingly.

I smile faintly, This one shall be up there with my twin sons, playing together on God's pure green grass.