Mary Rose Tudor's bedchamber

''I am very well and happy since I have recived the latter from my dear friend who is my lady in waiting and I can not wait for her to come back.''

Then I heard a knock at my door and turned to Ursula.

''Can you see who it is''

Ursula stand up and open the door.

" Its your niece Princess Cordelia your Highness."

Ursula let her come in.

Smiles thank you my lady with my excitement off not seeing my aunt, i do hope am not disturbing you, but I had to see you

I smiled to her widely and shook my head a little.

''Oh not at all...I am very happy to see you.Come sit next to me.''

As I walk over and sit by her on the floor, I smile up Edward sent word during a break for lunch they agreed as I look at the other lady not wanting to go around court of yet and hope my aunt catches on to what I am saying

I notice the look that she gave me and I turn to lady Ursula.

''Lady Ursula that will be all for today.''

Once when she left I looked back at Cordelia with happy smile.

''That is wonderful news,my dear...I am so happy for you.''

I smile but am scared, I be living in Scotland away from my friends and family, without a lady in waiting. Am scared as I have never laid with any one. I have heard it is painful. Every time I get close to people I lose them as tears picked my eyes

I smiled to her and said softly.

''Everything will be fine,you will like your new home very much and you will find friends there too,as for your family i will visit you when I can.''

I sighed a little.

''You will feel just a little pain and then it will melted into pleasure.After all it depens if you love that person,if you do then it will be amazing''

i believe tat I do love him with all my heart as I look at her i will miss you very much, and mary please. I do not know about making friends but I will try.

I squeezed her hand gently.

''I will miss you too,very much...Oh you are sweet and kind and everyone will like you there and I am sure that you will have many friends there.''

Smiles as tears fall, am just scared that he might fall out of love with me like he did with his first wife

I sighed a little.

''Don't be scared.I am sure that he will love you until his last breath.How he could not?''

I looked at her with wide eyes.

''And he left her?What kind of man does that?''

I sighed a little.

''If you think like that then I will not say anything,you know him better than me.''

please auntie what was it you going to say as I look at her am just so confused

I shook my head a little.

''It is nothing my dear...I would like to meet him before your weeding''

Smiles i would like that very much, I do hope one day I wake up not feeling so scared of my future

''You will just give it some time...So when shall I meet him?''

I asked smiling softly to her.

I smiled to her nodding a little with my head.

''That would be lovely.''

I smile up at her i shall go and prepare it will be in my dining room feeling excited and nervous

I smiled happily.

''That sounds good to me,just send me a word to when I shall come.''

and Royce, I say smiling