Mary Rose Tudor's bedchamber

''He is but that doesn't mean that she will step down...Only God know what will happen next.''

I said to her as I put my hands on my lap.

" Yes only God knows what happen as next.I am only a server its have me not interest.
Perhubs its better i go away for a while from court.I have no friends here.
I have nodody."


Ursula look with a sadly face.

I looked at her with soft eyes.

''You have me my lady.You are not alone.''

" Yes i know and i can`t leave you.I am your server what ever happen.Thank you for your trust and comfort."

Ursula feel better.

I smiled at her kindly.

''You serve me very well,and I'm very gratefull for it.''

" Thank you my Lady.I will serve you furthermore good.I can be happy that i have i so kind employer."

Mary smilie at her.

''I know you will,and I am very glad that I have a good lady like you.''

I said honestly.

" Thank you again my Lady.I don´t know what i would do without you.I like it here at court also it is not easy sometimes.But i think it will be better,i have the hope."

Ursula take a deep breath.

''Yes it can be hard sometimes but you will get used to it.Court is not nice and friendly place like everyone thinks.''

I said honestly,looking around the room.

" Yes the court its nothing for a soft mind.Its a fight place.Everybody want a good position."

''Yes that is true but what they don't undrstand that it will not bring them any happiness.''

I said a little sadly.

" Yes people whom live at court must have a big coat.So many gossip will talk here and there.
That is sometimes the ground why i not speak with people.All what you say can bring against you.

I nodded to her slightly.

''Ah,yes they do like to gossip to much.But most of gossip are not true so you should pay a little attention to them.''

" Oh yes that i will do.I will care what i say to other people.I know in moment can every word be dangerous."

''You shouldn't listen what other say to much and yes now every word can be to dangerous.''

I said weakly,knowing that to be true.

" Oh yes my Lady we all must be careful with whom we speak.Its so quiet since Cordelia is away.
I hope she is alright."

''Yes it is...I'm sure that she is alright.''

I said sadly.

''Tell me lady Misseldon how is your fiance?''

" Since the last meet he have not write.I think he is alright.He is very busy he must work hard on his manor.
I understand that.From nothing come nothing.When you want accomplish than a man must do for it."

''All man are to busy,we just need to get used to it...But what is importan is that they are well and happy.''

I said,smiling to her.

" Yes that is our job to make the men happy when they have work hard.We must give they support and
give everytime our best."

Ursula smilie at her.

I nodded softly to her.

''Yes in this world our job is to make a man happy and to give him a son.''

Ursula take a deep breath.

" Oh i forgot we all must accept what men do.When they need a mistress that we have hush
and must it suffer."

I sighed sadly.

''Yes we must accep that,almost ever man have mistress,the one who don't have is very rear.''

" Men can have mistress thats ok but when a woman have a other man because she is lonely than in all mouth she is a whore.We have not a easy status as woman."

''Yes that is true but it will always be like that,we just need to obey our husbands.''

I said simply.