Suleyman's Living Room

It was not my purpose to feel like this neither was it to make my bubba feel bad. Without thinking I wrapped my arms around him tightly it was comforting to be this close and to finally wrap my arms around him.

I do love you bubba. I feel love for you inside I just need to know who you are as a person so I can love that side to you. You are my bubba of course their is love their you are the one who gave me life.

Slowly I pulled away resting my face in his hands.

I just wanted you to see me grow into a young lady to see me ride my first horse. I'm not jealous of Mustafa I just wish my mother would of fought harder for you to see me.

This was a lot of information to take in the behaviour of my mother that was something I was not aware of. I felt bad even though this was not my fault it was hers.

I did not know that but this was her mistake not mine. It's like I was used to get to you or rather not used, but I was the main person whom she could use to be with you.

I pressed my fingers into my cheek rubbing thoughtfully. I need to rest and take in everything that had happened in my short hours here.

I shall rest now and see you at the gathering. When my mother returns to court I hope she will apologize to you and you're wife. I look forward to also meeting my little brother and knowing him.

I embraced him with a heart felt hug in tiny steps I hoped that our relationship as Farther and Daughter would blossom and flourish. So many years I had wished for this and now it was happening I just hoped my mother would behave.

Nora entered happily noticing hunkarim was busy looking out of window.
She was curious to know why he wanted to see her all of a sudden but he was always kind towards her she could find no fault in him.
Nora was silent as she entered his living room it was very splendid. Filled only with the grandest of Turkish silks, cushions and carpets.
Hunkarim.
Nora whispered silently he looked very peaceful and content in his thoughts.

Nora seated herself next to him sighing as she sat.
You look different in the light of day Hunkarim. I can see the colour of your eyes more clearly.
She relaxed her arm back trying to get comfortable on the cushions.
How can I make you happy with today's meeting.

He was always attentive to the needs of his women that was one thing Nora had noticed. Their faces were so close that she could not deceive a single look her face made.
Hunkarim, I do not mean to displease you or offend you but the changing of my name... it's just will you allow me sometime to accept it.
Taking his hands Efsun kissed them both. Truth be told she just wanted to rest and catch up.
And how have you been?

Do not worry Hunkarim, that was before I knew that I was with child their is nothing she does not know.
Nora turned around resting her back on him as she flexed her toes.
Next week so not long I was thinking what will you call him or her.

Nora placed her hand upon his. She could barely sleep now days and his company soothed her.
Hunkarim, maybe after the child is born I shall change to Efsun it seems perfect. As this shall be a whole new chapter in my life.
She gulped as she knew that she would never leave this empire again her life would always remain in Turkey.

Nora laughed she had no intention to want to be treated like a Haseki.
I shall treat everyone the same my parents once told me that you have to treat everyone as your equal. And to remember those who have helped you out in life.
Nora sighed feeling exhilarated by his kiss.
Mmm.. I hope you shall finish of what your lips have started Sultan. Anyway I do not wish to change because I am having your child. But can I have a room with a scenic view over looking the beautiful rose garden.

Nora removed his hands from her belly, slowly she placed a kiss on both of them before turning around to face him. Her Sultan always, always had a way to ignite and fuel her need for him. She gently rested her hand on his leg. Leaning in that little bit further towards him.
I have always told you I shall remain who I am no matter what. But for some strange reason I always thought you picked the child's name.
His last words however sent a shiver down her spine and before she knew it her lips were upon his, as she tried to find a way to get her hands on him.

Nora was very frustrated that they could not be as passionate with each other as they once were. She wondered if he could take her weight if she sat on his lap.
You will have to find a way to keep my mind preoccupied.
Nora raised her eyebrow up teasingly as her fingers run around his neck.

Nora moved her lips to his neck. She closed her eyes taking in his scent. He smelt so good that she felt herself feel weak for him.
The one thing I want I cannot have until I have given birth.

Nora raised her eyebrow and laughed against his chest.
You never do understand the slight rudeness in my jokes.
Nora finally gave in moaning against his lips as she felt the warmness of them ever so inviting. Her hand was tightened around his clothes as she longed to rip them of him. She could only press her lips to his that little harder to feel satisfied.