River at night

As I walk long the river full of anger I pick up some pebbles and throw them into the water watching the ripples then feeling the tears full down my face as I sit on the floor and cry William how could you leave me? Why are you not here when I need you? We were a happy family me you and Catherine now it's all gone as I wipe my eyes and hold my cross on the chain

Ursula take awalk at the river.She hear a nioce of crying woman.
She saw Mary Boleyn deep sad and crying.
Ursula went to her.

" Mary what is it?"

Ursula give her a handkerchief.

Looks up with my eyes on red and sore, takes the handkerchief thank you, am sorry you have to see me like this, a boleyn crying, I say though my tears

Ursula help her up.

" And a Boleyn have not the right to cry? I believe you have all the right to cry.
You lost your husband and you miss your child.Let us sit on the bank."

Ursula bring her to a bank.

my family hate me and I miss my love William but none off my family understand they just want me to marry but my heart can not love yet but yet it wishes me too, yet I am confused as I look at her then back cross the water

" I know you are very sad in moment but i can`t believe that you family not love you.
What is with your sister Anne.I think you loves you.Or not.?"

Ursula want give Mary comfort in this times.
Although she is an Boleyn she can not for that she is an Boleyn.
Ursula have sympathy for Mary.
She is an victim of her fathers and sisters intrigue.

Ursula take her hand on Marys shoulders.

" Perhubs it help when you talk with a person who give you support.
What is with your mother you can not talk with her?"

Ursula can understand her.

Yes perhubs that is a good idea.But i thought you are a Lady in waiting of your sister.
What is with her?"

Ursula make a sympathetic face.

" Yes she have so much Ladys in Waiting.But you must tell her that you go to your daughter."

Ursula feel so much sympathy for Mary.

" Why your daughter can not come to court?"

my father will not allow her to, am sure my sister will not even notice that I am gone tears still fall

Ursula take Mary in her arms and give her solace.

" But it is his granddaughter why your father want it not that your daughter is at court?
I can not understand that a father is so hart."

Ursula is confused.

" Thomas? Your father? or annother men?"

" Can you talk with him all about the situation?"

" I am so sorry to hear that.You have not one person you can talk ?
Perhubs you can talk with a priest.?"

" When you want to talk than i have time for you.Ever."

Ursula give Mary a hug and let her alone.

She went back to court.

thank you as I say before watching her walk way and my tears fall but for the love off a man I desire but also for the lost off a man that I morn, wishing I could hold William one last time.

Ursula take a walk at the River at Night.
Its not easy come back at court she hope Cesare Garcia will her not fall down.
Than she have no perspektive.

I need a moment, a peaceful moment to myself and being outside night is the perfect disguise for me. I lay down on the grass by the river, staring up to the sky, getting lost in the stars.